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*sigh* This is worse than writers block.

I've been working on a multi-chapter 2PM/SHINee fic for a while and now only the last chapter is left. I was about halfway done with it when the whole Jaebum fiasco went down. At first I couldn't even think about finishing but now time has passed and I thought I'd try to get back to it. But I just couldn't do it. The characterization of Jaebum I used was all happy, goofy and awkward and with no happy inspiration to work off, I couldn't even write a single sentence.

I'm so conflicted now because I really want to finish the story. It's been left hanging for too long and I like what I've written so far. But I don't know what to do. I tried watching old 2PM variety shows to remember the happy times but I just end up missing him terribly.

Is anyone else having the same problem? Is it too soon for happy!Jae fics?

Date: 2009-12-12 11:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] grayraven.livejournal.com
i don't think it's too soon for happy!Jae fics^^
we should always remeber the happy times =)

Date: 2009-12-13 12:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
Yeah, I think it's time to start writing happy stuff again.
I just hope I can get over this mind block soon.

Date: 2009-12-12 04:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] okkitten.livejournal.com
I honestly wish there were more happy!Jae fics. I understand everyone's writing the emo fics to get out their emotions but I hate crying almost every day because a new sad Jae fic gets posted. ;_; It's bad enough he's still gone, we could at least pretend he's back in fic world, y'know?

But I totally get where you're at. I'm in the exact same place with a Fahrenheit fic right now. My OTP appears to have a rift between them and I just can't write them right now because they're not who they were before. Ugh. >.<;;

Date: 2009-12-13 12:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
I haven't been able to read any 2PM fics since Jae left so I didn't notice what other people were writing. But if that's the case, then I really want to write something happy now. I guess I'll have to watch goofy Jaebum gifs until I get into the mood :P

Oh Fahrenheit :(
I've heard bits and pieces of what's happening but I don't know the whole story. What happened between them? And who's your OTP?
They and Hana Kimi were the reasons I got into Taiwan entertainment and it's sad to hear the group isn't the same anymore ;__;

Date: 2009-12-13 02:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] okkitten.livejournal.com
I'm the opposite, I've been reading 2PM fics nonstop to try and make myself feel better ;_;

They say everything is fine and I believe they still do love each other like brothers but at the same time there's been a bunch of weird stuff going on. Yalun wasn't at Jiro (they're my OTP) or Calvin's birthday. Actually NO ONE was at Calvin's birthday. It's really strange. I understand Chun and Jiro missing events because they had work but Yalun's latest drama's been on hold since the 88 typhoon. So why he wasn't there is really mysterious. They're back to work on their new album and concert but I dunno. Something has changed and I don't know what or why. Even their blog entries seem less like their old selves. They're why I got into it too, I'm actually learning Mandarin right now because I plan to move to Taiwan to teach English. Granted Jiro was my main inspiration and he still is his old self so I still feel motivated by his blogs and his encouragements to the fans. He just seems tired due to his drama doing poorly and I think something happened between him and Yalun but I can't be sure. :/

Date: 2009-12-14 03:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
That's pretty much what I got from the little bit I read at [livejournal.com profile] aiyatheydidnt. It all seemed so vague and confusing that I was wondering if there was something more concrete behind it. I really hope they work things out because I already have enough drama coming from DBSK. I don't need the same to happen to my first boyband love :(

I finally finished the fic, by the way! Jaebum is so cute and adorable in it. I'll be posting it later tonight after I finish proofreading :D

Date: 2009-12-14 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] okkitten.livejournal.com
Yeah. Unfortunately they're popularity went down a bit due to Yalun's show being on hold and Jiro's doing poorly (I think largely due to the drama the lead actress caused by saying bad stuff about Jiro to the press - that's why I'm not watching and I'm guessing I'm not the only Jiro fan who was like "whatever" to the show) so news on them hasn't been as well researched or frequent lately. I hope they get over this bump when they're working on the new album. I miss my old FRH.

Oh god, I cannot wait. ;_; I was gonna go to bed but screw it. LOL. I have to read this. I love your fics so hard and I need some cute Jae in my life right now!

Date: 2009-12-14 04:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
That's so sad to hear! I haven't watched any T-dramas (except Auntumn's Concerto) in a while so I didn't know that was going on with their shows. Well at least it's a good sign that they're working on an album together!

It's up! I hope you enjoy it :D

Date: 2009-12-14 04:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] okkitten.livejournal.com
I haven't watched that yet but I hear it's excellent. I learned my lesson with My Queen and now I wait for the entire series to be out/subbed before I start watching (the show's been over for months but only up to episode 11 is subbed >.<;;). Yeah I like the new songs too. I'll be posting them tomorrow sometime on my lj so check it out if you haven't already heard them.

<33333333 I love it. I'd only gotten to part 3 going through the inorae backlog so I quickly read 4 and 5. Gonna go leave a proper omg comment over there!

Date: 2009-12-14 06:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
It is REALLY good! Some of the best acting I've seen in a while. The plot isn't super unique but it's different enough to keep you interested. It gets a little frustrating at times but it's addictive so it's probably best to wait until it's completely subbed. I cannot tell you how loudly I screamed when I saw the latest episode was up ><;

Date: 2009-12-12 05:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ainaminho7.livejournal.com
same here~~~
it's okay...i miss him badly too...
everytime i watch him in any ways,i couldnt help to cry...
it just so hard for me to accept the fact that Jaebum left 2PM...
it feels like im losing someone that i really really loved...
just losing a family member...

Date: 2009-12-13 12:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
Yeah, his absence is just so glaringly obvious.
It's impossible not to notice the difference in the group :(

Date: 2009-12-13 11:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yearofus.livejournal.com
ah yes! i remember that fic. been waiting for an ending ): idk, i've got lots of conflicting emotions too D: i've rewatched their old shows and i go all aww, jay's adorkable but then once it ends it just kinda goes .__. but he's gone.

happy!jay fic would be happy, reliving the memories and all. but ia, hard to write ):

Date: 2009-12-14 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carmendove.livejournal.com
Yeah, the variety shows didn't help me. But I watched goofy Jaebum gifs over and over again until I was able to get into the mood. The fic is finally done and should be posted soon :D

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